I once had a dream

I once had a dream..

I want to study abroad.
The world will be much exciting to see different people, places and cultures.
I'll be going places, making friends, and see the different side of the world.

I once had a dream..

That i wil bid my family goodbye
When I finally leaving on a plane
Which will take me thousands miles away from here
To somewhere over the sea
To another part of the world

I once had a dream

I passed my examinaton with flying colours
But it wasnt good enough for the dream I lived on
It just not meant to be

Allah sometimes does not give what I want..

But Allah gives me what I need

He knows everything which is best for me.
I convinced myself it wasn't my rezeki.

Sometimes I look at my friends who study abroad..

I look through their pictures

 

I see beautiful places and scenery

I see smiles..

I thought "what a wonderful places" they have been

It makes me sad somehow
Deep inside my heart I know I am envy of them..
How lucky they are to have the chance and oppurtunity..

But I look everything around me.
I've got everything I need.
and I thank Allah for everything he gave.

One day..I'l definitely be there.
and the dream...still lived on.